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[01 Jun 2005|10:05pm] |
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yeah well today i talked to michael....and we were just talking then i sent him a text message that said "i didn't think that our relationship was that good and that it was going downhill" and he sent me a message back saying that he agreed with me....and then i just became sad....i started crying and things....and every guy that i have gone with knows that i do not break up with guys so yeah its all on the guys to break up with me....so then i had told him i wouldnt break up with him that it was on him to break up with me or not and he got confussed and i think got mad at me because he thought that i wanted him to break up with me which i dont and then i told him that i would call him back in a few so i hung up the phone and just satarted balling my eyes out....its already my grandmas birthday tommrow so its deffinitly going to be a hard day as it is and i just made it worse.....
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[29 May 2005|08:26pm] |
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Baby Grind On Me! |
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Well Thursday i came home sick then Friday i came home and got ready for the new person in my house my mom's boyfriend moved in on friday....so then we went to Gravel ponds and yeah we just chilled and then saturday i totally forgot about softball practice and so i didnt go and then joe and gavin and angelo came over for the day and we played basketball, volleyball, and all this other junk and then they ended up sleeping over... it was mad funny because we drank all this energy drink crap and it was really strong and crap and it mad us so fucking crazy and there was a band there saturday night so we went to the bad all night and we was dancin and it was so crazy and so we were there till like 11:30 then we went back and chilled at the fire till like 4:30 in the morning and then we went in the camper and we fucking ate so damn much we ate steak, cereal, oreo's, pasta salad it was so fucking funny....but we had a good time and then i came home this morning mad early like 10 and went to seabrreez at 12 and came home at 6 and chilling the whole rest of the night i got sick at seabreez so i aint going to the club but its ok ill go the whole summer.....but im out
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[20 May 2005|10:51pm] |
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joe "what a cocky bastered" |
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Yeah i totally forgot when i wrote the other day to talk about what happened Thursday at schoo....We had English first block and we were reading some stupid ass story and i was really tired so i fell asleep on my desk...and then at 8:45 and fat ass Mrs.Patton came on the anouncments and she had said that there was a bomb threat......so we were told to evacuate the building.....so we had to go to the stadium...we sat the till 10:30 and it was so fucking cold out.....well i guess someone had programed on the calculator to say "there is a bomb in the school" everytime you hit a botton....so this kid when to go use the calculator and he turned it on and it said "there is a bomb in the schoo"....but anyways then i went to my dads after school so that i could go to get my permit....i passed my test with an 85% and then i got my permit then we went to the bank and opened an account for my so i got an ATM card....then i came home to my moms and went driving all around home and today i drove every where in henrietta......then i came home and chilled with Gavin, angelo, and joe.....but i got to go now because they want to update the myspace accounts....its so fucking stupid...
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| Long Time since an update! |
[18 May 2005|09:50pm] |
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my pain is really serious!!! |
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B-A-B-Y M-A-M-A |
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Well yeah today was the first practice for RHAA softball.....it was funny me jen and amanda were the first people there and then missy came and then the coach and then this other girl from the freshman softball team.....oh yeah and then the coaches daughter.....so there was only six of us there....we did throwing at first then stretched and then we did this run down things between 1st and 2nd base......and then we did this circle game.....it was funny and i was on crack and i was in a lot of pain through the whole practice....and then at the end of practice i threw 75 pitches because im going to be a PITCHER.....and im mad good at it....and the coach said i did really well...so yeah yesterday i went on a trip to canada......our bus was the couple make out bus .....it was me and michael and there was a couple behind us makin out, a couple in front of us then a couple in front of them and then on the side of us there was a couple.....it was crazy.....but i had fun and then at the end of the trip i got sad because me and michael kinda got into a fight and i didnt want to get into a fight at all because then things go wrong and i dont want that at all so i was kinda sad....but yeah i hope he isnt mad at me he says he isnt but you know how guys are....but other than that it was a lot of fun....but yeah ive got to bounce you know how i do hommie G....1 love
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| Its My Birthday!!!!!! |
[07 May 2005|10:41am] |
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I made it to another BIrthday! |
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Today is my birthday....Last night mike took me out to Club house and it was so much fun....we went on the go-karts so many times my back started to hurt then after we went twice then we went to go putt-putt golfing...... and so yeah we started and he was close to a couple holeinone's.....but didnt get any untill like the 11th hole and he got three in a row i was so mad not really but yeah he beat me 34 to 49....ahah thats so sad....then he was like im going to keep my ball and i decided to keep mine but when we went to go take the golf clubs back he took a blue ball instead and so i wanted his ball and i put my ball back.....so then i put it in my poket in the front of my hoodie....and then he wanted to go on the go-karts three more time so we did the first time was boring it was only us then the second time it was filled and so him and i had to take a two seater...like he took one two seater and i took another two seater.... and so whatever we started the race and all the sudden i see my ball come out of my pocket and on the bottom of the car....and then it got out of the car somehow and i was so sad....and then yeah so then we went on another race and then we went inside and got our picture sketched and then we play basketball and things then we went to McDonalds and got something to eat then then he was looking for him phone and noticed it was missing and he thought i had it but i didnt so he went back over to the go-karts and they were in a middle of a race....so when they were done the guy looked through all the go-karts and he found it and then mike and then he looked at it and noticed the antena was missing and they couldnt find it so he has to buy a new antena.....but yeah it was a great night then i went to bed and woke up at 10:30 and todays my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| This week |
[06 May 2005|08:53pm] |
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Tommrow my birthday!!!! |
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we belong together |
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wow this week was crazy i got four referals in two days...two from the biology teacher and two for bitching at fat ass mrs. ellingham....i cussed her out so fucking bad then i got taken out of my biology class one day by mrs.patton because she thoguht that i would blow up at the teacher so she sent me to the study hall for the block it was so fun....um we had four games this week we won all of them i only played one.....then i went to tell coach i was going out of town on saturday ma 7th (my birthday) so i wasnt going to be at practice (i told him on Thursday) then at the end of the day on Thursday i went down to the gym to go get dressed for the game and then i came out and walked over to go buy a drink and coach stopped me and was like "Lacey whats going on you seemed pretty pissed at me when you came to me to tell me you werent going to be at practice on saturday" and i said no nothing was wrong but i really was pissed....and then he started to walk away and i was like " to tell you the truth im scared of you" he kinda chuckled and things but i was being dead ass......but then anyways then thursday night at the game i started to get a really bad stomach ach and things and i didnt feel good....so i got home and fell asleep at 9:30 then i woke up at 3a.m. and was really sick....then i was up untill i went to school and went to school had a good day then i had a game....we play spencerport....i didnt think i was going to play.....but i ended up playing but i hit only i didnt play in the field but thats ok....so yeah i struck out my first time at bat then i got a hit and i was on first and the catcher was trying to pick me off because i was getting big leads so then the catcher threw down to first to try to get me out and i had to dive back to first.....Let me tell you something that shit hurt so fucking bad....it mad my stomach even worse.....but it was so funny......but yeah im out
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[01 May 2005|12:40pm] |
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To see you in School : ) |
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ok so this weekend was crazy.....Friday i had a game against Brockport and we won then i went home and just chilled because my mom said i couldnt go the to party at benj house.....so i just chilled then i call Joe and told him to come over so he did then Gavin came over....we were just sitting on the couch and Gavin was like tell alyssa to suck my dick so i called her cell and told her and then we ended up talking to her for like 2 hours on speaker phone......My mom was making fun of her and then we drank a case of soda and then Gavin got a beer and a soda at the same time and he hid the soda in the couch and opened it but it made it loook like he opened the beer.....so then my mom turned around and gavin acted like he was drinking the beer but he really wasnt then he set it on the table and my mom went in the kitchen and then joe grabed the beer and opened it and he started to drink it the gavin had soem and then i did it was so fucking nasty thats why i hate beer......so then we just kepp drinking and then gavin and joe was saying all this stupid shit like "Felisha Mc Fluff kitten" and shit it was so random.....then we hung up with alyssa and then we were chilling its like 11 at night and my mom had went to bed so joe and gavin wanted to buy a porn and of corse they did and its was fucking expensive it was $10.95......but anyways so yeah then i got a phone call:) and so i went upstairs and talked online for a while then came down staris and they were at a partwere these girls were like eating each other out and shit and i was like god damn....and i sat on the couch and then this really old dude he was like 85 came on and started fucking this like 20 year old girl and i was like thats nasty and i went back up stairs....then everyone left and then i was just text messaging for a hwile then i fell asleep....then on saturday i woke up at 9:45 to my mom getting ready to leave the house and i asked where she was going and she said the tanning bed wegmans and the liquor store so i went with her then we came home and we were watching the news on teh Run away Bride thing i guess this lady lives in georgia and she went on a jog tuesday night and got on a grey hound bus and went all the way to New mexico....and her husband called the cops after she didnt go back home after the jog and the lady called the police and said she was abducted but she really wasnt then she called and confessed that she wasnt abducted and then called home because she had no more money.....SHe wazs suppose to get married yesterday (saturday) and 600 people were going to be there but guess what the bitch is still in New Mexico.....so then i wanted to buy the movie The Notebook off on damand...and my mom said no and i told her that it was a great movie and she said yeah so we started to watch it and gavin walks in the house then joe comes then angelo comes and they were making sex noises through the whole movie then they started asking my mom all these questions about her sex life...(you dont want to know)....then my moms boyfriend was coming in from Baltimore saturday night so joe and gavin and angelo were talking about how my mom was going to be drunk when she had to go get him and was going to be like "FUCK ME ED" and all this shit and that she was going to be holding a sign that said "FUCK ME Ed" and all this other shit and they were going on and on about it for like an hour and a half....and my mom was just laughing her ass off and i was trying to do my homework....but i couldnt concentrate because i was laughing so hard....so anyways then i had to go back to my dads.....then i get over here and my dad goes come on we gotta go to the pet store to get things for your fish tank so we went and got this chemical shit we needed and then i wanted to get new fish so i get a huge eel.....and i got a frog its so cute and i got 3 algee eaters....so now i have a grand total of 12 fish in a 10 gallon tank....but anyways im just chilling for the whole day getting ready to go back to school :)....for another great week with you hehe
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| Still in school |
[28 Apr 2005|02:02pm] |
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The song playing on this damn movie |
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well im still in school right now im in Boiology......We are watching some stupid movie that i dont want to watch i already tried to skip but i got cought......so now im stuck in here....but yesterday we had a game against Gates and we won 22-2.....we fuckinbg killed them.....and on Tuesday i went to my moms house for the first time after we didnt talk for 16 days straight.....we got things straight between us but i was upset the whole night because she had told me things that i wasnt ready to hear at all and so it put me in a lot of pain......then joe and gavin came over so we could tape for the music video then yesterday i went home after the game and did more taping for the video and then when my mom got home we had to go to my dads to get me some clothes.....then i got home and talked to Rob for a little while......i missed him since i havent talked to him in two days....then i got off the phone and just text messaged for a while on my moms phone and then i fell asleep.....i had to set an alarm on the phone to wake me up at 4 because my mom was waking up at 4:30 and i needed to put her phone back in her purse without her knowing that i had it because she hates it when i take it......so i put it back then i went to get a soda.....and it was really hot in my room so i had opened my widow and i hate haveing my window open even when i sleep on the second floor because im mad scared of liek someone coming up to my window and breaking in....so i forgot to shut it and i had fallen asleep and woke up when my mom called me at 5:30 to wake up and noticed that the window was still opened.....then i got ready for school.....and then i went to joes house and we were just chilling then he started to make fun of my mms new boyfriend so it caused us to miss the bus then jeff drove to school so he took us to school and we stoped at McDonalds.....and then i got to school....then i went to the bathroom with mel and some other people to do my hair.....and then i went to class.....and now im in biology like i said and i get to ride the bus home for once since i dont have practice till 5:45
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[23 Apr 2005|09:29pm] |
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today was just blah a boring old sit in the house day because it was rainy.....woke up early then went back to bed while watching television.....then my parents came home and we went to the store and things.....then came home and watched television all day....then i called the best guy in the world.....and we talked for a little then he had to go to get ready and leave then he called me later on while i was playin DDR....and we talked for a while then i called him back later later and we talked then he told me to call him even later which i will do because i love talking to him...but anyways other than that just spending time with the family.....its a record now i havent talked to my mom in over 3 weeks.....im surprised she hasnt called wanting me to come home.....but i sure wont call her....but yeah we got a game on Monday against FAIRPORT....Your going down FAIRPORT!!!
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| Total shocker today at Practice!!! |
[22 Apr 2005|01:13pm] |
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Today i woke up at 7:30 really late because i have to leave the house at 7:30 to be to practice by 8.....practice was pretty intense today alot of running around the bases and hitting and things and then did some infeild outfeild..........so then it was like 9:30 our team was sitting on the bench and i had said something which my team responded to and then i was told something that i never thought i would hear....but i was told and i couldnt stop thinking about it the rest of practice....well all in all i dont want to say anything someone had a affair on someone else and got that person pregnate and i know who the people are involved in this but you know i dont feel like getting in trouble because i was told not to say anything so i wont say any names.....but lets just say i was in total SHOCK....and im still in shock.....but anyways then i came home and told my brother to get in the shower so that i could because he had to leave at 12 and were going out tonight well at 3:30 to go to Syracuse.....i cant wait....but yeah so he had to take a shower early because he was going to Adventure landing.....so yeah im going to Syracuse tonight for dinner with family members....then going to something afterwards...and then ill be home to talk to the best guy ever Rob....then doing i dont know what and no practice tommrow so i get to sleep in for once....im excited!
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